Breakdown

Wassup, dont read this unless u wanna be sadden by my story ....

 I was so overhelm today that had a major breakdown at work today right b4 lunch, i couldnt control myself, i fell down on my knees, and i just brokedown.  With all the stress from work this week cause my lazy ass coworker wont do jack shit and da thoughs and emotions going through my head i just gave in.  My head hurts and my body aches with all this going around me. This is the most depressed i been in a very long time, cause life was going well till recently. I dont know wat happen, but after my Bday pass things werent as joyful and shit was happening everywhere, i didnt even wanna go out, i stayed home for almost 2 weeks until i was called out lasts nite, i didnt really wanna go, but da homies hella asked so i couldnt say no anymore. I did have a fun ass time at DNB's last nite, but i didnt get drunk cause i was feeling fine. haha.  But yea, i feel like life is too DISappointing and depressing 2 be enjoyed right now.  High Expectations can only lead to Great Disappointments.  That is so true. Deception is all around me, i gotta realize who my real friends are and who are the ones that using me.  I wont deny it, some of u guys are da greatest to me, thats why i am glad ur here and i am hella happy to see u everytime, you know who u are. Some of u are just deceiving and are just here to use me, u know who u are too ....

I hope this sad feeling will go away this weekend as i will be celebrating 2 Bday this weekend, Happy Birthday to Charlyse and Happy 2nd Birthday to my lil booger Javon Shane.  I am so lost right now i dont even know wat 2 do, i swear this is bullshit cause i never stay at work this late. Well i wanna leave now, hopefully i can get my head 2gether and move on from this .... I am OUTS L8s CHUNKY

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yO Ho Ho  .... havent really updated here, but this is 4 da people that still reads my shit.  Time has changed, but people havent changed, i tried my best to make it work, but it seems fate didnt want to deal me da hands i can play wit.  Vegas was off da hook, thanks for da great time guys.  I think need more vacations in my life wit da homies, being stuck in San Jose sucks.  if u wanna see wat i am doing in my life, check out my My Space at http://www.myspace.com/chunky82  .  i am constantly updating new pix, maybe i will show a lil skin for ya. haha.  Happy Vietnamese / Chinese New Years everybody, it will be da year of da Dog this Sunday, da 29th.   I am really excited about this year because my Animal zodiac has returned.  I hope its gonna be a good year.  My 24th birthday is coming up, i dont even know wat to really do.  i am hoping for a cool theme party, but i doubt that will happen.  For sure i wanna get Drunk that Sunday nite though, now lets see who knows wat day is my bday cause my real TRUE FRIENDS should know, haha.  I gave u a clue that its on a sunday, so figure it out.  I am also a pisces, so there is another clue.  i think that is it for now, i am off work now. O wait, one more announcement !!!! Da Ribisi Poker Tour, and in conjunction wit Monrovia Millions, will be presenting da Da Remy Martin XO Invitational Holdem Championship, it will be held in mid February, hit me up on my AIM SN - CHUNKY xxthunder -for all da details.  okie thats really all.  I know this blog seem hella emo in da begining, but it got better, right? enjoy urslef guys.  Again, Happy Lunar New Years, politically correct for us Vietnamese and Chinese peoples. haha.  I am outs ..... CHUNKS.